I've been thinking alot lately about life, happiness... searching my soul about what I want and what my life's purpose is. Yes, Ive been writing quite a lot but I haven't posted anything....
More important news haha: I have a prom date! With my bestest friend in the whole world. Id like to give a breif summary about him and I
I met him in 7th grade through my friend Sam. She had the hots for Brian's best friend. Well, I had always liked Brian... (hehe). We sat next to eachother and English and he always talked to me... and at recess I did my typical show-off.... yeah anyway. Sam and I moved away... and lost contact with everyone! Then about 2 years later, I found Brian's email adress. So I emailed him! And he emailed me back! We talked for a long while, and so next time I was back in town, we went on a date. He was my first kiss
We talked more for awhile... with some emotional ups and downs... He left for Lebanon and Syria to do some missionary work during two summers. He is an amazing person. Devoted to God and loved Him with all his heart.
So We've been chatting online and talking on the phone ever since. I think it's amazing how you can connect with people, even though so far away....
Recently, with the dead of a family member, I was back in town 300 miles away, and we met up again. He was still as wonderful as he was when we were freshmen. Well I asked him if he would come up here and go to prom with me, and through much persistance, he is comming!!
He has always helped me through my relationships with friends, family, and God. He once said something... it was that if you ever stop loving someone, it was never really love at all. Love is eternal. And I think he's right. I've always loved him... for almost... 6 years now
That was an amazingly long journal... and very informative. Yeah I felt like writing that. Well goodnight to all




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Learning maketh a man fit company for himself - Edward Young
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So you make a mask,
A mask that hides your face,
A face that hides the pain,
A pain that eats your heart,
A heart nobody knows."
~Bang Bang You're Dead
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So you make a mask,
A mask that hides your face,
A face that hides the pain,
A pain that eats your heart,
A heart nobody knows."
~Bang Bang You're Dead
thanks so much for taking so time to read my poetry:
a little love goes a long way
ill be sure to check out your stuff!
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To live is to want to be free, tied down by responsibilty is killing me, how can this be
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